Why am I so difficult and mean at home and not at school?
I live with my mom at home. And even though she is a good woman I get easily irritated with her. Sometimes she just annoys me. I don't like showing my emotions to her. At home I get irritated a lot and act indifferent. I also don't like to please her expectations about my reactions. For example if she bought something and expected that when I saw it it would make me happy. I would get irritated that she thinks she can control me or expect how I can act. So instead I act indifferent. Also I don't really like showing my emotions to her. Occasionally I would hug her but that's like once a month or not even. My brother keeps telling that I have mood problems because my moods changes easily from happy to angry and he keeps telling that well I am like that. But it is confusing because I consider myself a good person and at school I excell and I have a lot of good friends who consider me the nicest person ever. And it is not that I fake but it comes natural, I love kids and to take care of people and when I act mean towards someone I think too much about it so I always try to make my reactions be good. But it all changes at home. Please help!