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extreme amount of pressure from parents
but on top of this i don't have a social life. i'm not allowed out and i've never been to a party with my mates or even gone out with them. i feel like a caged monster, i've never left the house on my own. to be completely honest i've never felt happy or even content with my life, to me the 17 years have just been absolute shi*t. everyday i wonder why i was even born and it's not rare for me to consider suicide. i'm depressed and i don't want to talk to my parents about any of these issues because they'll just rip into me. i know that everyone says that you have to talk to your parents about this but for me this isn't possible.
i'm breaking apart both mentally and physically. someone please help!